February 2012
16 posts
I give up.
Going back to the same thing. It’s been good for awhile, but of course it has to go back to the same way. Why do i have to feel this way? It’s not like i never ask to hang out, or never ask when something’s wrong, or never give little things. I go out of my way to be nice and make sure everything’s okay. But then once i do something wrong, unintentionally, then of course I...
Today.
The type of day that you cannot win with anything, nothing go your way, and people are hella annoying. I hate unappreciative people. So ungrateful. I hate two face bitches that talk shit and try to take both side of the fight. Hate liars. The truth will always come out. I realize I really don’t trust anyone. People are just so… deceiving. So fricken stress with midterms and papers...
“Happiness in marriage is not something that just happens. A good marriage must...”
– Paul Newman’s letter to his wife on their wedding day (via charlotteromance)
January 2012
17 posts
the mail you'll never get
Dear Buddy,
You were the worst pet i ever had, but the pet i have loved so much in such a short amount of time. I remember exactly that day, we had driven to costa mesa to get you. I begged Matt to get you, even though you only had one eye. You were the happiest bunny ever, running around everywhere. You ate well too, the huge bag of food you finished in less than a month. But like everything...
Strange
Everything’s coming so fast, like the world never wants to slow down a bit for you to catch the moment that you wish you can pause. College, do we all have to move on from here? Sometimes i’m just too ready to go on into the real world. But sometimes, i just wish i never have to. To be able to bump into people i never really see from time to time, seeing friends that you don’t...
Pain.
Words can’t even describe how hurt i am. How much i trusted and love the person that hurts me the most. If i could just punch someone or scream on the top of my lungs, maybe i would feel better. But it’s the things that I can’t stop thinking about kills me. Maybe you just really don’t care, or maybe i just really don’t mean that much. Regardless, I feel broken, to...
Shut down
My body is exhausted. I am exhausted. I feel sick and tired and I get only 4 hrs of sleep everyday. Content because I don’t really care about anything anymore letting go of stupid sh*t that weights me down so i could fly. But right now I just want to sleep..til the weekend is over! Cuddle me bear :(
December 2011
80 posts
2012
Another new year in Vietnam :) Nothing fancy, just cozy at home, but happier than drinking and getting wasted and not know when it hits 12am. I’ve been happy lately, really happy. I always find myself less stress and happier whenever i’m in Asia. Maybe because i’m with my family, maybe because i got all the gifts i wanted, or maybe because i’ve just been counting my...
